July 2011
75 posts
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you were always tea when i was craving coffee                  sweet, but not so strong
Jul 12th
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i love her because she’s soaking wet with starlight and i need a guide
Jul 12th
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defense
i feel sick drunk on red bull shaking because it’s the only thing in my stomach court in the morning and they could lock me away if they wanted to powerless to their power suits and lawsuits and their words against mine
Jul 11th
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compression
it’s peculiar how quickly we grow our hair and our fingernails and our hearts our bellies, swollen with water and blood we stretch out after cat-naps our souls expand with the death of a friend our minds as we turn the pages of books but peculiar still how we are never grown enough to carry it all on our backs because our spines compact under the weight of it shrink us down back...
Jul 11th
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soaked
the most tempting color i see is the deep purple of fruit saturated in wine growing fat with sugar in a punch bowl as deep as the pit in my stomach the dark purple of ripe cherries the burgundy of pineapple and they way they twirl with the alcoholic current round and round like a teasing lover and i resist only because my tongue holds the taste of regret and the mornings that follow
Jul 11th
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we seem to forget the abrupt drunken genius of whiskey-tongue poems
Jul 11th
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& Waits was on the radio, too
high on cigarettes writing poems on road maps crying on the road’s warm shoulder
Jul 8th
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i imagine sometimes that the scar down my back tangled & tortured looking isn’t the outcome of a twisted spine it is the scar that took shape when they removed my wings after years of failing to learn to fly i imagine that the blades they used were blades of tall & dried grass and the stitching were the silks threads of the wing-friendly wedding dress that i’d...
Jul 8th
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thedustdancestoo asked: im opposed to captial letters too!

ps: keep writing tired fox, keep writing
Jul 7th
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french music/cigarettes what a mess this house is i’m dancing around it all though and making lists crossing things off that haven’t been done i’ll make coffee get high and masturbate i’ll realize eventually that i don’t speak french
Jul 6th
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you've become routine
you & my coffee me, you & my morning smoke without you, i shake
Jul 6th
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istealpens asked: Hi Tracy!
I follow your other blog and just started following this one. I wanted to ask if it's OK to reblog your stuff? Attributed, of course. Your writing inspires me.

-isp
Jul 6th
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love, again.
we do not stumble into love we do not happen upon it like a purple daisy amongst the white ones love does not dissolve into our blood slowly like a cube of sugar in tea we fall harshly into love the feeling coming so suddenly that we cannot brace ourselves with our palms we must take the blow allow our bones to shatter with the contact of a smile let our flesh tear open and our...
Jul 6th
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smoky cigarettes whiskey scented, sticky air she wants something more
Jul 5th
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explosions tonight colors bouncing off the skies boom, boom, boom, boom, boom
Jul 5th
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water reflections on the river at midnight twilight of your eyes
Jul 5th
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i want to shoot you into my blood stream or inhale you into my lungs anything to have you inside me feel you inside me anything at all to feel the high of your bones and the lows when i come down
Jul 4th
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you are all i want in the summer and the spring made out of honey
Jul 4th
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when it gets too real, hide
hide when it gets too real slip under your bed drink black coffee with the ghouls down there write dark stories with no endings and no plots lots of blood hide when it gets too real under the bed they’ll keep you company they’ll move their scaly tails to make room for you down there don’t come out to answer the phone or get milk for the coffee stay and learn to...
Jul 4th
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a cup of tea can’t fix a b r o k e n heart or a t         w               i          s            t        e                d spine but it can warm your cold blood and feel like a hug in your belly
Jul 4th
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